Monday, July 9, 2012

Will it Happen

I had a bunch of thoughts running through my head this morning. I was reading my "In Shape" magazine and was wondering ..."Will I ever be that fit?" I run.. yes but will I ever lose this extra skin that I have around my belly? I think I am always looking at the scale, seeing the number go down (very slowly) and thinking well the number is dropping but I am still not comfortable with how a swimsuit looks on me. As much as I want that number to be in the 130's, I also want to be tone and feel comfortable in what I am wearing. So today, I will be starting something new. Not only am I going to try and eat good, That's what she said. but I am also going to run in this 90 degree weather and then try and do the shred. Hopefully that will help me tone up a bit:) I am tired of being in this rut and not feeling good about myself. It brings me down and I don't like it. So wish me luck and have a HAPPY Monday!


Monday, July 2, 2012

lost and FOUND

Well I weighed in today and it was 162. Exactly. I was surprised considering we went  on a trip and I did not eat the best of things. But hey... I'm not complaining. On another note, I have finially found our missing camera. It has been missing since the end of April and I thought I must have left it somewhere...but as I was cleaning out our portable DVD bag...there it lay. I tend to do this quite a bit and get made fun of a lot by the hubs. I am really trying to be better at not "hiding stuff" haha....we will se how that goes! I am trying this challenge this month and with all the trips and things we have going on...I am hoping that I will be able to do it. The challenge is to do a total of 100 miles of cardio in the month of July. So I will try to do it and keep you posted on my miles. :) Happy 4th of July!!